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just some songs in the order that I finished writing them

by Sara Hensel

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1.
cockatiel 02:47
I think I meant to piss you off When I said your eyes were shut loyalty my tannic cup easy to refill I spent morning baking things eggy bread to cut my teeth all night cleaning up-- is a cockatiel company? I should sell this pre-calc book but what if i need it? time to give away my stuff when i don't even see it i've been watching bad tv and eating chocolate sauce body is a fist in sleep on the blanket top that boy at market's much too cute i will never talk playing checkers games with cherries on a molded fiber box
2.
lady ouija 02:59
woe that lady ouija should pass on my watch 27 souls plus 5 a bumblebee sting should not hurt this much shepherding the dead into the hive woe that a rabbit should scream before it dies then drip quiet from a throat cut woe to the waste of soft fur coats bloodied in a pail of guts woe to be horny and woe to be lost pinching at the skin around the waist woe to simultaneously care, and not, what somebody thinks about my face woe to the compost pile that's made of meat cheers to the beetles in the dirt woe to the creatures with bugging eyes, those infant ghosts that haunt around the yurt woe to the story that I wished I'd tell woe to the lines that I can't breathe I'll roll them up and load them like magazine shells and shoot all of the rounds into my feet
3.
we light candles to play with wax suckle water from the dripping tap if you kid up i chewed the whites off of my fingernails under the blanket i am polar bear if you kid up you're the honey hidden way up i'm a hot drink in a freezing cup if you kid up if i fuck it up
4.
I don't climb more than ten feet up on a ladder or a juggy wall I am deaf with the sound, like a pocket of change, that your bones made when you fell if I don't fill up my bone dry jug with water from the echoing well I'll be ten feet round and cracking my heels to the drum and brazen bell here come you, here come chewing on the cambium rag here come you Immolate, immolate, immolate (I am I am / the sound)
5.
guts to have 02:53
could never get it back but it's what you gotta want could never get it back it takes guts to have a cunt better that my body knew drive me one-hand-stick I think I think I'd throw up my heart to swallow your dick could never get it back but it's what you gotta want could never get it back it takes guts to have bitter that my body knew drive me one-hand-stick I think I think I'd throw up my heart to swallow your it was how to feel when I shred up orange peels and won't share eyes
6.
oweownuse 02:15
even if the dog had stayed between I would have got no sleep II would warm your cold feet you would have me see that I'm guilty of three: to owe, to own, to use but that's between me and my alchemist's body mordant to the fiber we stained and we bleached I perspire and conspire for your mouth and your teeth but I'm guilty of three: to owe, to own to use but that's between me and my alchemist's body in chlorinated sunscreen balmed and embalmed deciding if a veil falls away or a drawstring draws guilty of three: to owe, to own, to use but that's between me and my alchemist's body
7.
cardamom man 03:32
thundering down cardamom man my intentions turned black as the lamb I pulled you over the rocks by the rope of your long brown hair I pulled you over to talk by the rope of your long brown hair silly to roll harlequin doe you were locked and load to my whole I drew you sitting on your backpack in the parking lot I drew you, grated knuckles sticky through the powdered chalk I drew you, your navel at the center of cul-de-sac I drew you over the rocks by the rope of your long brown hair hot plastic phone between my jaw and collar, jaw and collar, what would it take for you to nut up and call her? Up and call her! [layered:] I pulled you over the rocks by the rope of your long brown hair I pulled you over to talk by the rope of your long brown hair thundering down cardamom man my intentions turned black as the lamb silly to roll, harlequin doe you were locked and load to my whole
8.
I see the sweat on your forehead, darling I felt the shake of your hand let me into your kitchen, darling don't you cry them salt tears in your bread put down the mixing spoon, honey and step away from the counter we're gonna make it together, honey I bet we can make lonesome taste better it's heavy as a full tank of propane, darling because I'm hot as an oven in your arms well, I bought back my thoughts with some poisons, and I'm done wishing I could cause you harm

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I've been broody hen-ing this thing and it shouldn't belong to me anymore.

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released February 18, 2014

I did all the stuff and played all the things

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Sara Hensel Portland, Oregon

i play stuff and sing stuff and i like dogs

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